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MY DAD BOUGHT ME THE SOUNDTRACK FOR STAIRWAY TO HEAVEN
AND IT ROCKS.
im elated by that.

but i realised watching the mtv is a big mistake because
i ended up crying after that.
hahaha.
how silly of me.
cos i found out that jingshu will die in the end and i was like SO SAD.
aggghhhh
I DONT WANT HER TO DIE!!!
sorbbbbbb.

anw im staying away from this comp until friday.
im only like blogging in school now.
IPW period that's why.
slack. wahahas.
i need to practise piano for my piano exam mah.
like force myself to sit on the piano for TWO HOURS.
FORCE OHKAY.
i am so totally torturing myself.
agh.

yesterday was the most depressing day ever.
firstly, ms ong said she read my blog.
OMG!!!
WAD DID SHE READ I LIKE SO TOTALLY FORGOT WAD I POST LAST TIME!!
if i posted anything bad i didnt mean it.
haha. =X
i swear never to post anything bad abt school ever again.
stupid everyone can come to my blog thru yahoo search.
grrrrr.

and i lost laiweng's letter to that lester person.
cos the HCI string ensemble ppl came to our sch for the masterclass.
i was supposed to pass a letter to that lester guy and i couldnt find it!
i was so zhao ji ohkay.
sorry laiweng. ):

and another bad thing happened at night.
this CERTAIN PERSON.
aghs its like..
aiyar i dont knoe how to say larhs..
i dont even noe how this is gonna be solved lah..
i mean its like maybe it appears that i dont care abt u but..
i dont think that way.
i just like, dont feel like expressing myself?
oh NEVERMIND.
this whole thing is so damn..
depressing and..
oh wells.
i like letting nature take its course.
i have NO IDEA to how im supposed to change how i express myself and how u think.
but like, whatever lah.

I SWEAR TO PRACTISE TWO HOURS A DAY ON THE PIANO AND GET GOOD MARKS NO MATTER WHAT IT TAKES.
I AM SO GONNA CRY.
IM SUFFERING FROM DEPRESSION.
-.-''

you dont understand me.